I went out with my oil painting tools, but I could not decide on a subject to paint. I also felt uncomfortable with the style of painting facing the subject. I found a number of objects with an attractive atmosphere, but the question arose, “Why am I painting this? It seemed ridiculous to me that I would go to the trouble of transferring to canvas something that already existed and I could see what I wanted to paint. Recently, I have begun to think that I want to create something that does not yet exist that is clothed with a similar vitality and atmosphere. My style is changing. I just don’t know yet. Maybe it’s just a temporary flutter of the mind. I will proceed with caution and look inside myself.