Today, without any particular goal or plan in mind, I wandered around and ended up at a line of trees that was very easy to see. I set up my tripod and canvas here, and for about 10 minutes I was still wondering whether or not to paint. However, I was playing around without any motivation or spirit to start painting. Once I started painting, my obsession appeared. The reason is that what I see when I look at the object is different from what I see when I look at the object. I keep chasing something that is blurred.